I am not sure how to put the past 26 days into words. It was something I knew had to be done and who else would take care of it. It was one of the most difficult things I have been through in my life. There were days that there is no doubt - i was on the verge of a nervous breakdown… those that were there know. It wasn’t really until near the very end. So many emotions, so much to do, so very many things to take care of to make it all happen. In the end - the planning process couldn’t have been more smooth. Each and every minute detail - done. There was laughs, there were tears - buckets of tears I have to admit - some for the sadness - plenty for the stress. Never in my life have I cried so hard and so often that it left me totally exhausted. And the laughs - were silly, stupid and exactly what was needed at the time. So much I learned, so many memories revisited, so many questions answered, so many times thinking - why??? The best part of the whole situation is it is done and I did the best I could.
